I lice for laughs deep from my stomach, i alugh so hard i often cry, cry so hard sometimes i laugh at what i might look like, mascara splasing down my face. I live by that saying by Marilyn Monroe ' If you cant handle me at my worst you definately arnt worthy of me at my best'
Im insane in your eyes when i bounce of the ground and go from excruciatingly happy to intensly passionate and then devistatingly upset.
My heads still attached to my shoulders and my feet firmly on the ground , i act ignorant at times when its easier not knowing, ignorance is bliss, yet sometimes i crave that knowledge , that desire to learn, i frustrate when failing, i aim higher so im always so far up in the clouds that you cant even see me. I emerse myself in self pity and chaos when i surround myself with positivity in hope to smile. Im a free spirit yet i feel opressed. Im simple, i like walks , cheap take away and the sky and stars, im complicated sometimes i walk and i dont know where im going. Im confused , im laid back. I am a contradiction. Im an indivdual and im a team player, i feel like the guy in the Trueman show, conspiracy theories , lies mental dillusion. Im growing, striving and learning though i dont ever think ill ever fully understand and i dont know if i want to....
The manifesto i wrote was completly at random , it was a random trail of though which became in some ways personal to myself, after i had read it our tutor Siobaun pointed out that it seemed like it was coming from my perspective and was quite personal to a certain extent and to be honest i hadnt really thought of it like that because i assumed it was jus a piece of random writing that had somehow managed to spiral out on to a piece of paper from my imagination.
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